Friday, March 8, 2013

The reality of a reality ; Chapter 2.


First Week :
First day

Wasn't a different day, from another ones, was just a new day, I felt different. 
I went to the school, I saw a group of classmates talking and I walked to they, I thought I would be rejected, but was funny talk to them.
I said my name (Alanys) and the story started.

The weeks was going on,
I fell in love with a guy in a class,
I never talked to him, but he seems cool, totally a gentle,
A studying boy. PERFECT!

Weeks later,
The teachers decided where we are going to sit the rest of the year.
The teachers sat him beside me.
I feel so crazy that moment.

Minutes later, he started to make jokes, and things like that.
My perspective about him changed completely!

But somehow, I feel more in love with him.

Days later, he said to other girl in the class, if she want to be his girlfriend.
My heart get broken in in 1000 pieces.

Valentines Day sucked!

But obviously, they wasn't together weeks later.

We became good friends, because my heart was broken.

He started to stalk me or something like that,
He bothered me, tried to be close, TO BOTHER!
he said that he wanted to be ''my friend''
Weeks later, I accepted be his friend and he finally stop!

now, I don't know what we are, he flirt, and a Girl classmate, said that why he don't love me and be my boyfriend. (lol) it will never happen.

The perfect day:

We did a circle with the chairs in class, and I sat beside him,
we was in an ''oral test'' and we had to stand up, and answer a questions, he did everything to won me............

Tommy: *Put his hand on my desk*
Alanys: Stop! Get out of here! *beat his hand*
Tommy: NO! *Beat my hand and get his hand in my desk again* 
Alanys: Don't act like a girl -_- *beat his hand*
Tommy: *bite my hand* NO!
Alanys: YOU'RE A DOG!
Tommy: Yes I know! xD
Alanys: -_- I'll say to the teacher
Tommy: *push me* SHUT UP! xD
Alanys: Shut up me ;)
Tommy: .......Shut..........up?
Alanys: no.

The test end, the teacher had to leave, so, we had to make teams of 4 classmates, bet with who I was............

We didn't write nothing, we was just joking! he was flirting with me, and with the other girl in the team, the other boy, was too, but he didn't so much...........

Tommy: *take my checks* 
Alanys: STOP!
Tommy: *wink*
Alanys: I'll make you wink the rest of your life, but later of my fist! ........................



                                   To be continued.......................

Saturday, March 2, 2013

What I feel ; Chapter 1.


A new year,
New school,
New people.

Life can seem easy, but hard at the same time,
Is crazy the way you can fall tangled in something so stupid,
how your heart can be broken like a mirror.
As the same way, you feel lost in a black hole with no end,
and the thing you love the most, is killing you.
That's my way of think about the things, how a normal person with my age will think about this will be like,
Someone broke my heart,
and I feel sad about it.
I can't think like that,
I'm so in other universe, that my way to exprese the things is so ''weird''
But,
I rather be weird and rejected,
than be crazy and a slut.....................